This is my Dad.
he was a kind of person that could make everybody smile.
you now some people has that aura around them, that just by beeing there they can light up a whole room,
my dad was like that.
he didnt even have to say anything, but you could feel him whenever he was around, and it was a good feeling.
he always made jokes, and he loved the rude ones,lol, just like me.
we are so alike, me and dad. we look the same and we think the same, and always laughted at the same things.
so often when he told a joke we stood there laughing our butts of and the rest of the croud didnt even get the joke, and when there was a really good joke we could laugh at it for hours,lol.
he loved singing, dancing and playing hes piano. he was really good. when he was younger he had a band and they played at all the big cruise boats. so i think that where he is now, in heaven, he has a band and are playing and singing and people are dancing and apploing him. i think he is having the time of his life up there.
i remember when i was little i always danced on his toes. we walsed, tangoed and discoed. i loved doing that.
and now when im older we sometimes sang togheter on the phone,lol, we had a few songs that we often sang togheter, oh, i miss that so much, singing togheter.
he sang at my wedding and i sang our special song at his funeral.
my dad is turning 65 today, only 65. he died way to early.. I guess that god has a plan but for me it was too early, he was only 63. he died 1 year and 2 weeks ago. i remember when i got that call.
i talked to him on Thursday and everything was just fine and on friday i got that terrible call.
He past away so suddenly, without any warning, he has never been sick or anything, so i still have such a hard time understanding and believing that he isnt here no more.
I still pick up the phone, about to call him, and then i remember...
I just want to tell you dad that I LOVE YOU so much and i miss you so much.
Sometimes i dont now what to do whith all the emotions, feels like i cant handle it.
But i guess im going to get thru it, but at the moment it feels like i will never heal, never be happy again cause i miss you too much. I feel like saying, please come back, but i now that you cant.
Im so happy that you met your granddaughter Melinda. I now how much you loved her.
she was your little monkey.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I LOVE YOU SO; SO MUCH! I MISS YOU!
heres a few layouts that i have managed to make before...
the first one took me ages to make, and its filled with my tears...
This is from last christmas. My dd refused to let go of granddads hand...lol.
This is the flowers that was on his coffin...
The poem/song is so beautiful, and its called Dream big...
"When you cry be sure to dry your eyes,
cause better days are sure to come.
When you laugh be sure to laugh out loud,
cause it will carry all your cares away.
And when you pray, pray for strength to help you carry on
when the troubles come your way.
And when you dream, dream big,
as big as the ocean blue, cause when you dream,
it might come true"